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Saturday, 12 June 2004
skating
this summer i have devoted myself to school and skating. i need to raise money for both. I really ant to learn how and i am surrounded by all the aggressive in-line sjaters that i could ever want to teach me. but i need money and fast. well trikin' is out but i could sell some stuff. my plan:P
work
odd jobs
garage sale
other
hopfully i will get more ideas once i start working.
Posted by jesibey
at 8:35 PM EDT
Tuesday, 11 May 2004
Days without
i am discouraged that my days are growing darker and darker. i know that i am loosing him however he continuously tries to reasure that i am not.on the other hand i know that this was going to happen since i am always away. i am so glad he didnt have to experience my summer n california or in king gap. i want him but he is being taken away by the most charming league of relationahip assasins which ar the exes and chick friend. i dont not trust other girls they will do what ver to get close to what ois your. right now the one that is the leader becuase she is the closest to what is mine is Sarah Carr. her obsession scares me and i do not know what to do whith myself while she is around. sometimes i thing i should give up on the relationship and let her have him so she can screw it up and he can o nce agian be fully mine. i am scared.
Posted by jesibey
at 10:02 PM EDT
kwirkysmurf
She wants himand i am very much aware. i hate my self for allowing her to enjoy what is rightfully mine. but i did. i figures she would get utterly emotionally attached and he would become so annoyed by her they would be no more. but i has happend again and she took very much advantage of him. Now I dislike her with extream passion and I cannot help myself. But still they are friends and her is going to the prom with his ex. well i guess i desearve after all i have done to him. After the cloud of depression i put over him in the metion of my ex. but still you know what happens prom night . and i kow what appened while i was away at school... but i still love him.
Oh well i guess i
Posted by jesibey
at 9:50 PM EDT
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